I am content. It feels weird to say it, but I am.
- I am not sick anymore (I was out of commission for a good week).
- I am content with the subjects I am studying,
- the internship I have,
- the people I like in my life and the fact that there are lots of people I just do not like,
- my amazing family, friends, and boyfriend.
- I am satisfied with the decisions I have made,
- and the way I look and my self image
I am happy and content. Wow…..
Its weird because after admitting that to myself I do not really know what else to say. I actually just looked up synonyms for content so I could better describe how i feel. They are as follows.. happy, agreeable, appeased, at ease, can’t complain, comfortable, complacent, contented, fat dumb and happy, fulfilled, gratified, pleased as punch, satisfied, smug, tickled pink, and willing.
I was a little disturbed to see that fat dumb and stupid was a synonym. Is that implying that to be complacent and satisfied one must be dumb? or fat for that matter haha? I know its an expression… but still i think its an odd one. I also don’t think im tickled pink … but the rest I can say describe the way i feel just fine.
Its interesting to note that I haven’t really been doing much these past two weeks other than going to my internship and doing school work durinng the day, and then at night I go home and watch some tv, read my book, and talk to jon. I have not even been going out and being social. But i am happy…. So that goes to show you, maybe we don’t always constantly need to be doing things to be content. Maybe doing too much makes us discontent. Its an interesting thought.
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